" i think about dying but i don't want to die. not even close. in fact, my problem is the complete opposite. i want to live, i want to escape. i feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. there's so much to see and so much to do but i somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. i'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and i can't quite figure out what the hell i'm doing or how to get out of it. "